Some updates.
Recently my mood has been whirling and making sense of certain things. Why do all good things come to an end? I failed to treasure them and really regretted for all that I have not done. However this could be a blessing in disguise as the consequences of the other path remains unknown and could be undesirable.

I remembered starting writing in an organiser in late 2008, informally. Then I got a really chio looking planner(tw!) from bl. I love writing in the small boxes of each day. It feels so therapeutic; and I get to remember what I have been doing without too elaborate details. 2009 passes in a flash! Some major events, which are the turning points of my life, ceased to change the inner self. For 2010, I received a pure white planner :) which I have dilligently noted down meetings, birthdays, contact numbers etc.

My convocation is on 16th April, Friday! I am thinking to call just a few friends, or maybe just randomly asked everyone to come if possible. This is like so different from poly :( Everything is confirmed, like you know who will be going, you get to hang out with all your poly mates there. I even went to the hair salon with bala beforehand to do our hair. I still got the picture somewhere. My god, my hair was already freaking short; like a bob and I still went to curl it(temp of cos). I put on more make up than usual(more colors) and truckloads of hairspray! But it was fun. Guess, my uni convocation will be a relatively cold affair. Nobody I know is graduating with me for the same time slot and degree. Anyway I know who are my real friends if they bother to come.
Haha. Not that serious la.. Cannot call too many people too cos I don't have a concrete plan to carry out after the cermony ends! =(

I must try to control my emotions. I hate it when I get sad out of a sudden. Or at the slightest thing.

+ icY @ 2:50 PM