todays a very disappointing day. think i'm not going taiwan anymore to say im not sad is bull. end up spending alot today.


Oh, todays my father is v cute. he called and im the only one at home. He forgot to bring his keys. My brother wont be back for at least 45 mins. And I need to go out the very minute. Guess what I suggested??

been reading too much la pi xiao xin. i told him how about I put the keys in the flower pot. omg and he agreed. Im quite surprised. and he actually laughed with me. :) it warms my heart. at least we did not get into another unpleasant talk.


tml's my mum birthday! veri broke man. haha. just realised my hair is like no blonde. its like brownish with a little blonde undertones. no more lian hair, huh. lol. never got haircut today cos i really dunno what i wanna cut. maybe i just let it grow first.

stupid sh msged me to patch up with him, i mean be friends again. Haa hes not my bf, but he acts like one. last time ask me to fuck off, no way im going to talk to him. but guess what. think Im soft-hearted. sure i can accept his apology but we can never get back to being good friends.


I miss my mistress. haha. I cant tell her about the taiwan thingy or she will kill me for it. 'u promise to go europe with me. taiwan u went before already, why go again.' i think bernard kept bullying her la. need me to save her. i received a postcard! damn nice, picture of a leopard or cheetah since I like cats. But haha actually quite different leh.


I feel like playing pool! my pool table is rotting at home already after a long hiatus. shall wait for my bro to come back and play with me.




+ icY @ 2:32 AM

recently got to know alot of new friends. lol.


am i really going to taiwan this coming june? hope so. if not, i wanna get a tattoo. i got the design since i was 18. Haha but theres lots of deliberation.


I got a friend who asked me to go tw in dec! He will drive me ard since he got a license over there. =D of cos, I have to think about it first. I really dont think i can go Europe. People, give me some lucky numbers please. I need to buy TOTO soon. Lol.


i stopped working officially. and i kinda miss the people there. like phillips, angela, etc. But most of all, I missed drinking the champagne <3


i hate pathetic people.needy people. can't they get a life. Life isn't about one person, man. most of all selfishness. Can really see and feel this in an individual. Some things I know, I keep it in my heart. No point making a big fuss since selfish people equate to stubborn mules. They think they are always right.


normally im happy. just like to blog this kind of frustrating things here. I like to entertain people by bhb-ing and talking nonsensical stuff. wah lao. why am i typing all these shit at 4am. =D ciaos, sleepyhead.

+ icY @ 3:54 AM

white rose means purity!

+ icY @ 2:13 AM

+ icY @ 2:08 AM

I'm gonna spend my night in the living room cos theres a huge cockroach in my room. dammit. I hate cockroaches! I hate the fact that I'm scared of them. My plan was to sleep early today! like before 2am. Lol. now i wonder when i can get to bed, which I cant, without a peaceful mind. damn i need energy for tml outing. =) prelims are coming once again. as usual, Im still slacking, but this time Im like working, it drains my energy to study man. I got a paper on 14/3. Thinking whether to take it anot cos the day before is the day I get older=(. My birthday is on a friday. wahaha 13th friday. whoever says its bad luck can erm.. eat your heart out cos im a lucky bao bao. haha. Theres 3 13th fri this year, feb,march n nov. of cos the other 2 not important la. =) wahaha.


'The last time I freaked out, I just kept looking down, i st-st-, stuttered, when you asked me what I'm thinking bout. The next time we hang out, I'll redeem myself. my heart can't stop till then.'

+ icY @ 1:32 AM

back from clubbing with xp and her friends! since my hair is wet, I decided to kill time by blogging. hehe. guess what? I saw may and her cousins at dlbO today. such a coincidence! met some super funny guys, which I mean by funny in a irritating and scary way, not the 'ha ha' kind. stupid guy wanting to buy drinks for us,but behaving in an obnoxious way. i think im kinda high after drinking martell and tequila shots. supper at bugis. Darryl drove me home since he stayed in tampines too, but of course even he stay in other parts, shld offer us a lift too. :) I shoud organise clubbing session for our OG. haha. <-- may's suggestion.Lol. backtrack a little. went to liane's 21st birthday party. its really quite far but nonetheless I will attend if I can :) me and xr left first and we did something to the guys. actually its meant to be a joke but it also contains our true feelings. Lol. earlier on i met my bb to have lunch and shop awhile. wanted to buy this brand of polka cards for my little brother =) *Potatoes are cheap in Switzerland! damn my brother just came back at 6am. dunno go where hiao. hahaa

+ icY @ 5:43 AM