SICK!

Yesterday was sheer torturous. Had this excruciating backache, stomach and slight fever. Wanted to vomit but I resisted the urge to do so; being I hated the feeling of it.

Thus this was binding on me the whole night and I kept crying on a hourly basis cos it was so painful coupled with other thoughts.
I succumbed to it this morning though. What a relief. My bro heard it and said I sounded like a vampire evolving. Shouldn't it be a werewolf? Went to the doc too. Bad case of stomach flu. This is not the first time; better watch what I eat now. Was supposed to go to friend's house but ended sleeping and sleeping. I'm glad that I am feeling so much better now.

OMG.

HOTMAIL IS A BITCH!
I cant read any of my mails!
And I really need to read them now for my
job thingy and other private stuff.
I HATE my co-ordinator la!>br> He took leave for the next 2 days and
expect me to do everything for work
this weekend. And hes supposed to pay me
tomorrow! The worst part is he or rather
the people there like to give me last min
information. Maybe I should do that too.
Last min call in sick.
AND Whats wrong with kids nowadays.
Recently a guy from TP added me in msn.
I really have no idea how he got my email add,
but hes damn fucking irritating. Shall not go into
details but hes a manipulator! The worst kind
of people in the world!
Which brings me to another group of highly irritating
people. Not saying things directly to me and doing
it discreetly like through msn nick or friends or whatever
outlet possible. Thats why I will never show that I know
cos you don't have the guts to say it to my face, IM not
gonna let you have the easy way out too.


OK ENOUGH RANTING
Next post shall be a happier one.


+ icY @ 11:50 PM

woke up super early to go NUS today.
xl accompanied me as she had morning lessons.
It's damn hot. Drank plenty of liquids today.
Had lunch with xr n bx. Saw my airport fren
selling HP lappies! remy martin lol.
saw my sec sch frens too. Tml's trip to JB
is cancelled. :(
Landslide in tw! :(
My fren's uncle's resort was affected.
Oh someone added me in FB. Well, someone
I don't really like during my 1st yr in poly.
I remembered doing something quite mean.
1st yr I transferred to business sch and
thus had 3 different classes. One of the classes
was finance dip, which was not my form class(marketing).
This guy was in the same class, as an online student
meaning he failed at least one paper.
I hated that period having to run to many diff classes,
felt like an online student too. One particular lesson,
that guy was sitting behind and besides the door. He saw me
and opened the door for me. I saw it and totally ignored him and entered
by the front door. I was making a statement that I am not keen to
be friends with him. Lol. It was kinda funny really cos you see him
holding the door handle for nothing. Anf from FB I just found out
hes like 15 years older than me! So when i was 17, he was like 33.
god.
All of a sudden, I felt a bit guilty. Cannot be so mean to others. Especially
when they did nothing bad to you. Certain things I wish I could do it differently.
Being much more hardworking.
Studying the course that I really like.
Giving the other party the chance to explain.
Knowing and being there.
etc.
It's good to reminisce and probably learn something from them.
Just don't stay for too long.



+ icY @ 1:24 AM

Woke up with a fiery temper. Reason being: interruption in the course of my short slumber! I hate being rushed for no good reason, hell even with a valid reason. Sometimes I have a hard time falling asleep. My sub-conscious mind might be manipulating my physical self to stay awake. I became a total log however when I’m knocked out, which is a good thing, won’t get irritated till the last hour of sleep.

Developed a bout of rashes on my arms, back, stomach and near the collarbone. It is highly due to the sake I drank. Can you believe it, of all things that is. Gonna swore off any alcoholic drinks for the time being.

I must be the blurr-est person ever. Two days ago, I took a knife from the kitchen to cut some foil thingy and left it on the bed. Today, while lying down I felt a sensation of a cool metal item and got a bit of a scare. I had been sleeping with the knife for two days!



+ icY @ 11:39 PM