First and foremost, I have to say Im freaking tired! haha but its too early to sleep now.
When im tired, I tend to stone and do nothing.
I stoned too when Im thinking of important things.
I want something badly but I have no means of doing it.
I need help from others, and I hated it.
Its killing me akin to a deliberate and gradual death.
And now it affected me in nearly all aspects of my life.
I can't let go but I can hide it.


Im falling sick. haha. My blardy face is all red despite no make up, and im feeling kind of hot, the warm, throbbing feeling which makes me feel uncomfortable


+ icY @ 11:08 PM